Anyways this was what i came out with:
she.s running, shes running, shes running through the dark.
shes falling, shes falling, shes on her knees crawling.
shes crying, shes crying, shes screaming out in pain.
Shes freezing. Shes freezing, her heart is cold and bleeding
shes lonely, shes lonely, shes lost all feeling.
shes dying, shes dying, her heart's no longer beating.
A Childs Point Of View:
Can you make me feel? can you make me see? Do you visualise the tears that run free?
When im screaming are you stood next to me? When im bleeding are you there for me?
When i've triumphed do you celebrate for me? When i fail are you disappointed in me?
Do you remember my name? Where are you? I'm reaching through the darkness, blindly searching for you. DOnt leave me here, come find me please.
Save me from myself and help me breathe. Please dont hit me, please, oh please, im begging, i'm on my knees. Why are
you doing this i cry through the tears, because you stupid bitch you drove me to this,this burning fire deep down inside,
While your breathing, i'm wishing, wishing so hard that you'd die.
Don't you realise you're killing me. I'm crying, My fires no longer burning the
light has gone from my eyes. inside you've killed me, you've made me who i am. Too scared
to close my eyes. Sitting here with nothing to do but wait to die.
So last night i had a really bad night and for the first time in absolutely ages i wrote down stuff. Not poems exactly, not memories either, just stuff i had floating in my head. And well to say that it disturbed me slightly is an understatement.